Wednesday, January 25, 2012

like the good doctor said in that Shawshank movie

She woke in the sunlight of a new day. She sat up looking around at her possessions. Where did one start disassembling one’s life? Vanessa knew that she would have to approach this as if she were going to be leaving the country for an extended trip.
                As she sat at her kitchen table listening to George Harrison promise that the sun was coming up, she thought about what she would need to do to prepare. Maybe she should get a book- a guide- for heaven’s sake! A guide? Is this where William Shatner dives through the window to offer a travel guide for leaving everything you have ever known if only you use Priceline to book the airfare?
                Now how to go about it? She paused to finish her Aptiva yogurt, strawberry flavor, and looked around the condo’s main room. She stood up and walked around inspecting her furnishings, CD collection, the laughably small DVD collection, TV, VCR Combo DVD player which had a small amount of dust coating it from all the use it was getting. The books on various shelves strategically placed to cover flaws in the paint and her mistakes attempting to disguise the structural flaws behind them. She doubted that there would be much space left at her parents for storage. She really doubted that storage would be much of an option as she just could not envision that she would come back or have any use for them should she come back. Could she live with that? Not coming back. No answers came as she stood there in the center of her living room spoon in hand.
                Am I ready?
                No.
                Well I best be about it then.

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