Saturday, February 18, 2012

getting ready



                The day Vanessa packed she found that she had reduced her life down to 4 pairs of Old Navy Jeans,  a blue jean skirt and dress that appealed to her by Levi Straus, 4 pairs of LL Bean  canvas cargo pants, 6 tee shirts, 5 light weight blouses from Kohl’s in pastel colors, 4 plaid over shirts, a pair of Hiking boots from Newman Marcus, a pair of Sketchers cross trainers and 1 set of Christian Dior Heels she could not bear to part with, A tidy pile of Hanes comfort wear, a couple of no-nonsense stockings, 4 pairs of sports socks and 1 pair of black tights with a blue leopard print leotard. Several sports bras and one silky Victoria’s secret wonder bra, a couple of baseball caps chosen at random- one an LA Ink and the other a Seattle Seahawks plus 2 pairs of Ray bans and they bags were full.  There was a small bag of toiletries along with minimal makeup and a couple of Burt’s Bees Lip gloss. Surprising it all fit into a pretty compact suitcase and backpack assortment.
                She looked down at this accomplishment not without a sense of wonder at being methodical enough to reduce her wardrobe down so effectively and efficiently to fit it all into the two pieces of luggage so quickly. She was also thoroughly efficient in her other choices. She purchased an ereader and connected it to her laptop and downloaded every book she had ever owned, then selected several camping guides and a selection of travel/survival books and a complete set of fantasy books including the Lord of the Rings, the Hobbit, The Wheel of Time, Memory sorrow and thorn, A song of Ice and Fire as well as Earthsea and Chronicles of Narnia. She included several other books that looked interesting before going over all the music she had ripped from her CD collection before remembering to go back and get some books on homeopathic medicine and remedies as well as a book on herbalism and plant gathering.
                The next day she realized that a power source for recharging would be unlikely so she went to Radio Shack and Best buy and bought extra batteries for her laptop and some battery boosters and whatever else the all too happy clerk recommended. She had money to burn from the sale of her car and the advance on her condo so she didn’t haggle much over it. The clerk at Radio shack armed her with 2 smart phones, a thing he called a “burner phone” which looked like a prepaid cell phone to her. She turned down the GPS since the Smart phones had something almost as effective, she almost bought one anyway but got an emergency beacon instead and hand-powered flashlight/radio.
                On her way home she picked up a small stack of notebooks, pencils and pens and a compact photo album which she selected her favorite photos and printed them and placed into it over the following week. She bought a small backpack that could double as a purse and sorted out everything she thought she would need to carry in it. At some point she wondered if there was any point to credit cards and pitched all but one American Express, she kept the cash and wondered if there would be some way to exchange currency at the border. She sat there in the center of her living room surrounded by all this stuff laughing at herself since she wasn’t sure if there would be a border much less currency.
                She packed and repacked it all several times wondering what the hell did she think she was doing. Then she repacked making sure to leave out an outfit for traveling. Then it was time to go to bed and go back to work. Work was meaningless. And yet the less interested she became with her job the better that Frank seemed to think she was doing with it.  Each night following work she would pack and repack all the gear testing it to see if she could carry it around the condo easily without killing her back.
                She had decided the day following the visit to her parents house, pretty much on the point of the decision that she would go wherever Quest would take her that she had to not only get equipped but also get some training or as much training as the window of time would allow. The next day following work she went out to a local Dojo/school that a girl at her gym recommended and talked the owner one Mr. Steven Wong to take her into the beginner class in Jujitsu and Kung fu. Turned out the reason he was reluctant was that she was not only the only woman in the class but she was also the oldest participant by 20 years!
                There she stood amongst 7-12 year old kids learning the basics. She had to spar with the instructor who could stop grinning. Van just shook her head and concentrated on the task at hand. Eventually after 3 classes the instructor relented and told her he had an adult class she could join. Despite the obviousness of the ruse to see if she was really dedicated to learning, Van actually missed the kids more than she let on. Kids are after all mostly guileless and honest. The adult’s participant wanted to be kind or date her or both so they lied about how well she did or didn’t do and she never really felt she got a measure of if she was getting progress in her fighting skills.
                While she was selling off her worldly goods, packing up the remainder and learning Kung Fu, she enrolled in the Police sponsored self defense class and joined the Tae Bo class at the gym. Some days she went non-stop, up at dawn down to the gym for a spinning class then hit the showers and off to work until lunch when she would run – yes almost sprint the five blocks for a 30 minute session at the Wong’s dojo and then back to work then catch a light supper and then go either to Tae Bo or the evening class of Jujitsu meets Kung Fu for 2 hours and then home to pack and repack her goods. Bed came late and she rose early to begin again. Oddly her performance at work improved with the new routine   rather than worsen and Frank left meetings with a big mysterious smile on his face. She hardly noticed the months slip by and before she realized it two had passed before she remembered that the time must be coming soon.
                After the self defense class came to an end she enrolled in the Firefighter’s CPR training class. She received a very warm welcome from the 14th and many volunteer victims to resuscitate. After several come-ons she found that they were all very willing to teach her quite a bit of first responder aid and dole out advice on what to do in emergencies. Most were disappointed to learn that Van had little to no time for dinner or dates as she had enrolled herself out of anytime to date. Always having a class to go to or something work related when not. She never had to lie about not being able to even after some pretty tempting offers came her way. She would close her eyes as a new offer was made and envision a battlefield and not being able to patch up a comrade or protect him or her from an unseen enemy and the no came out quite naturally and pleasantly.
                Van even talked a very surprised Wong into giving her some weapons training towards the end. She was a very determined student albeit a very inexperienced one and while she could hold her own sparring most of it was very robotic as most beginners are. Wong reluctantly agreed to let her attend his weapons classes on the weekends but not participate in the sparring since he could not see her being able to go toe to toe with the men in the class. After the first class Van could see why. The men were mostly amused, annoyed and irritated that she was there at all and did everything they could to show off or show her up when they thought they could get away with it.

No comments:

Post a Comment